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Aug 15..First day to school.

i woke up early and do make-up.

After make-up time, Naomi told me that,

i almost late for the class.

i try to hurry up and get ready to school.

Rushing~~~~~

when i almost ready to go.

i receive a call from my job!!!

Oh! My God!! i got my first job today!

How exited!

Seems like everything going through all right!

When the last class finished, i came back.

I don’t know, something wrong with my memory.

i can’t figure out my class sechule.

I have to take time to write it down on my calendar.

At the same time!!

I got my second news.

I can go training to Sunday. That means..

Oh! My God!

I am so lucky.

Mickle said there’s no spot for me a week ago.

Just about one week. Somebody got sick.

It’s too bad if i thank that girl.

But at least it’s a good news for me!!

Waiting for Tomorrow’s coming~~

Waiting for my good news!!

Tomorrow is anther day~~

Smile and face it.

8.13, i forgot everything, the unhappy,the animosity.

i thought i can start the new day, my new life.

i receive two phone calls, Two different kinds of mood.

i cant be calm down the whole day.

insomnia~~~

Theirs two kinds of jerk in the World.

I should thank you. You let me see so clear of the Worlds.

August 12, it’s a new day for me, i can not be lazy anymore.

i should realize that i am 20, i am an adult already.

Since i come here, the world full of pain,

the world full of bloodiness.

i should know that i am myself.

i am individual, i am always by myself,

i can not lie on anybody. The only thing i can do is to Escape.

It’s not the Sweet Escape!!! 

I dress up pretty with my shinning make up.

I have all my dream things, bags, clothes and car..

But i am not happy, i feel so blankness.

My voice is laugh,but my heart is bleeding.

i do not want to change myself to a stranger.

i want to be myself!!